Friday, March 30, 2012

Rx

Im reading Rx and so far it is a good book. The main character Thyme is a smart girl, but she is selling perscription drugs at school :0

Wednesday, March 28, 2012

how sweet :p

dont you just love how people dont know what respect is anymore? i mean if you say your friends with somebody your not supposed to go behind their back and start stuff in their relationship!!!!! thats not respect and i hope that happens to you when you find a guy you really like so you know how it feels :) just saying :)

Tuesday, March 20, 2012

...........

i loved you, and you broke me. i believed you would save me, but you are the reason i died! the words that once made me feel like flying, now cut me like knives, i went through the abuse and pain and suffering, all for you, who didnt care, who watched me cry and said nothing, who left me full of lies and empty promises, who watched me lay broken and bleeding before you, and took advantage. i stare at the scars you left me with, the burns and cuts, hidden from view by nothing more than marker. left remembering the times that you said you would leave her for me, that you needed me. you make me sick! i was a child, i didnt know better! but you were older and you knew! you used me and now i can see that! how could i have been so stupid to believe you? i was never beautiful, you never loved me!! i meant nothing to you except that you could cheat on her without anybody telling on you! but what you dont know is, im stronger now and im over you! sick of getting hurt by you so im done!!!! BYE!!!!!

Thursday, March 1, 2012

for danny

he is dying, the last thing you want to hear
he drank so much his liver failed, even better right?
I’ve never been afraid of death, but I’m scared for him to die
my step mothers only father who was good to her,
now he is almost gone.
watching the one person I depend on the most, falling apart before my eyes.
Want to cry but I have to be strong, don’t want the kids to keep asking,
where is grandpa mommie?  Why is he in the hospital? Mommie why are you crying?
Can’t answer thier questions because they don’t need to hear the truth..... until we can’t hold it in.
Knowing that the moment we see him in his cascet we will all break down..............