Tuesday, January 10, 2012

BACKROUND INFO: Skylar and I are close friends, that is why we did this lol!!!!!!! Um our science class is kinda boring :p so yea.........
   We were sitting in science class when somebody brought up finding nemo!!!(my favorite movie from when i was lil) so me and skylar started singin just keep swimming and sayin "ur my lil squishy........bad squishy.......BAD!!!!!!!!!!! the rest of the class was like what the world? and the good think is we didnt get in trouble!!!!<3<3<3<3:)

Monday, December 12, 2011

:( grrrrr

i flippen hate being sick!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and now i can barely talk THIS SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thursday, December 8, 2011

I love you

so many ways to say it but non mean a thing to me unless its coming form you!!! <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3

so true!!!

I focus on the pain............
its the only thing thats real in this world

wow..................

you ask what is the cause of my pain
but I will never answer
I try to fake it
but you see right through my lies
I can't stand to see you anymore
your the thing that has me torn
breaking away the seams of my  life one by one
you are what has me torn
I should have seen through all your lies
but you put a viel over my eyes
how could I be so dumb...............
not to know what would come of you and me
it was never really meant to be
now every touch makes my skin crawl
what there once was
was never real at all
sick of hearing about you and her
cause I really don't care anymore
I wish you could quit making it harder on me
smiling that sweet smile
it like a cover up story
all those times you said I was pretty
looking back it makes me sick
can't believe I fell for you
I mean you and I are fire and ice
completely different in every way
I got a few questions
all I really want to know is...........
does she know
about all the times we kissed
or all the times I cried
knowing it wasn't meant to be
but holding on anyway
does she know she is taking a young girls heart and breaking it in half?!?!

Wednesday, December 7, 2011

poetry of the dark variaty

You left me broken and bleeding,
After all this time my heart is still healing,
I just don't know what to do,
The nights are long and cold without you,
As I lay here and cry myself to sleep,
Waiting on nothing but bad dreams :(