for danny

he is dying, the last thing you want to hear
he drank so much his liver failed, even better right?
I’ve never been afraid of death, but I’m scared for him to die
my step mothers only father who was good to her,
now he is almost gone.
watching the one person I depend on the most, falling apart before my eyes.
Want to cry but I have to be strong, don’t want the kids to keep asking,
where is grandpa mommie?  Why is he in the hospital? Mommie why are you crying?
Can’t answer thier questions because they don’t need to hear the truth..... until we can’t hold it in.
Knowing that the moment we see him in his cascet we will all break down..............