Monday, December 12, 2011

:( grrrrr

i flippen hate being sick!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and now i can barely talk THIS SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thursday, December 8, 2011

I love you

so many ways to say it but non mean a thing to me unless its coming form you!!! <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3

so true!!!

I focus on the pain............
its the only thing thats real in this world

wow..................

you ask what is the cause of my pain
but I will never answer
I try to fake it
but you see right through my lies
I can't stand to see you anymore
your the thing that has me torn
breaking away the seams of my  life one by one
you are what has me torn
I should have seen through all your lies
but you put a viel over my eyes
how could I be so dumb...............
not to know what would come of you and me
it was never really meant to be
now every touch makes my skin crawl
what there once was
was never real at all
sick of hearing about you and her
cause I really don't care anymore
I wish you could quit making it harder on me
smiling that sweet smile
it like a cover up story
all those times you said I was pretty
looking back it makes me sick
can't believe I fell for you
I mean you and I are fire and ice
completely different in every way
I got a few questions
all I really want to know is...........
does she know
about all the times we kissed
or all the times I cried
knowing it wasn't meant to be
but holding on anyway
does she know she is taking a young girls heart and breaking it in half?!?!

Wednesday, December 7, 2011

poetry of the dark variaty

You left me broken and bleeding,
After all this time my heart is still healing,
I just don't know what to do,
The nights are long and cold without you,
As I lay here and cry myself to sleep,
Waiting on nothing but bad dreams :(

my research project yay!!!!!!!!!


Hunger games research project!!!!!!
My topic is oppressive governments, I choose this topic because in the book The Hunger Games they have a government called the capitol and it is a oppressive government to them. There are 12 districts surrounding the capitol I can only tell about one though. There were 13 until the districts revolted against the capitol and the 13th district was destroyed. So now every year they have the hunger games which is when they take a boy and girl tribute from each district and put them all in a arena together and they fight to the death until one tribute is left then they are crowned the winner and go home a hero and live in luxury until their death of natural causes.

OPPRESSIVE GOVERNMENTS!
In order to show how the capitol was oppressive I researched various oppressive governments and how they can affect the people who live there. My results were that living under an oppressive government is very hard to express yourself and you cant make your own choices.

The small ways people protest oppressive governments!
While searching my topic I found a lot of things I didn't know before like in Thailand they did a campaign called panties for peace. What they did was mail out panties and occasionally male underwear to embassys around Thailand to promote awareness about military violations especially against women including rape and sexual violence. The inspiration was that ruling generals were superstitious and thought that touching woman's undergarments would reduce their powers! I thought that was a great idea!!!!(small ways) I also found out that some people believe that our government is oppressive and that we need to revolt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!(rebecca)

The truth are they good or bad?
Honestly it depends on your opinion about it, so basically its whatever you believe!(ME!!!!!)




Works Cited
"Human Rights in North Korea - Human Rights Abuses, North Korean Human Rights Violations." Civil Liberties at About.com - Your Guide to Civil Liberties News and Issues. Web. 06 Dec. 2011. <http://civilliberty.about.com/od/internationalhumanrights/p/northkorea101.htm>.
Rebecca, Rev. "The US Government's Oppression of the Poor, Homeless, and Orphaned." Franciscan-Anglican. Rev. Rebecca. Web. 06 Dec. 2011. <http://www.franciscan-anglican.com/Homelessness.htm>.
"Small Ways to Protest an Oppressive Government." The Daily Beast. Web. 06 Dec. 2011. <http://www.thedailybeast.com/newsweek/2009/07/26/quiet-riot.html>.

Wednesday, November 9, 2011

hello

CAN SOMEBODY SAY LOVE TRIANGLE?!?! Im just like oh my chocolate milk this is exciting!!!!!! so many questionds left unanswered!

Friday, November 4, 2011

UGH!!!!!!!!!!

Im sick and tired of trying to help you when all you do is not listen, there ids no more use for me to give you advice or try to calm you down when your upset or angry cause you don't listen so im done




for: CHRISTAIN TORREZ 

Thursday, November 3, 2011

hahaha

lolz he got knocked out!!!!!!!!!! And katniss is giong to go get the medicen!!! this just proves........GIRLS RULE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Friday, October 28, 2011

think about it

love life hate pain thats how its supposed to be right? give and recive but can anyone tell me what happens when you give all you have to one person and once its all gone, you never recive? how when you get your heart broken but nobody cares, give it all away and people still stare....? or when you try to live like everyone else and not be yourself because you are scared that nobody will like you?

Thursday, October 27, 2011

thoughts on my life


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Hurting people I really care about........ making a relationship end by telling a secret........... back tracking into the person I was before,the person nobody wants to be. That evil person inside who ruins everything and when you  finally get it straightened out, it falls apart again......... not only ruining your freinds relationship but my own..........I guess you cant blame a person for who they are, but what about the person that people have turned you into, the person that the cruelty of the world has made you be........... Is that wat they think of me?

:(

she died................... i cant belive it, its so horrible!

Thursday, October 20, 2011

WOW!!!!

its really cool today like she put a bee's nest in thier camp, kinda messed up but its cool!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i got worried though cuz she got stung and PEETA HELPED HER, its a miracle, maybe he really does love her?!?!

Friday, October 14, 2011

beauty what is it really?

In Hollywood we all see beauty as fake and plastic, but all it is is beauty on the outside bits the inside that counts right? Like beauty is helping somebody who needs it, as in giving a single mother a place to stay when she has nowhere to go! Contrary to what people think its not getting liposuction because people tell you you are fat or stuff like that its how you feel about yourself that matters and by showing in videos that you should be perfect it messes with peoples heads, especially girls, I know a four year old girl who is afraid to wear a bathing suite because she thinks she is fat! that is wrong!!!!!!

Friday, September 30, 2011

My character traits

Always nice to everyone.........NOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I have a badd attitude, I can be rude and sometimes just downrite malicious!!Im real and NEVER FAKE, like some other girls, i love art!!! if im friends with you im sweet and will help you with anything, if you call and say you need me to come over at 3 in the mornin imma be there! :) im really emotional about everything!!!!!!!!!!! and i love tatoos and peircings!!!!!
THATS SOME OF MY CHARACTER TRAITS!!!!!! <3

Tuesday, September 20, 2011

my perfect world

my perfect world would be....... artistic,loud,everybody would be happy and there would be no saddness or heartbreak or anger!!!! nobody would go hungry,WORLD PEACE!!!!!!!!!!!! all fun,no hate,no greed,UNICORNS,DINOSARS(RAWR),RAINBOWS!!!!! no rich or poor,nobody would want for anything cuz we had everything we want,a lot of japanese food and candy,my friends would all live with me or really close!!!!!! and that is like the best world i can think of!!!!!!!!!!!! :)