Wednesday, May 16, 2012

-_-

GOD! I hate these fake lil girls who act like they are your friend, are there for you when you need it, but then go behind your back and talk about you? It annoys me to no end that my guy friends are there for me and treat me better then the girls I hang out with!!!!! Guys will be honest with you, if they have a problem with you they tell you, girls are fake, they will lie and talk behind your back and when you confront them they just deny it! How are we so two faced to people we call our sisters? or in some cases actual family members do it to you!

Tuesday, May 8, 2012

people talk cause they don't understand, people don't try to understand because it is different! so how can they say anything???? you wanna talk about me ok idc but talk about me cause you know who i am, not because of what i am! i could care less if you hate my guts or everything about me, but you don't know me! you havent seen what i've been through or what im going through so how are you gonna sit there and act like you do? you don't know me so keep my name out your mouth! i don;t sit here and talk about you, mostly cause i don't know you, or care to know you! if you aint got nothing better to do then sit there and talk about me then i must be pretty important, or you just straight up don't have a life!

Thursday, April 5, 2012

the hunger games movie :)

I thought it was good but they left a lot of parts out throughout the movie. I thought the characters were portrayed very well, the attitudes mached the way they were supposed to! :) all together though i think it was really good and the special effects were awesome!!!!

Friday, March 30, 2012

Rx

Im reading Rx and so far it is a good book. The main character Thyme is a smart girl, but she is selling perscription drugs at school :0

Wednesday, March 28, 2012

how sweet :p

dont you just love how people dont know what respect is anymore? i mean if you say your friends with somebody your not supposed to go behind their back and start stuff in their relationship!!!!! thats not respect and i hope that happens to you when you find a guy you really like so you know how it feels :) just saying :)

Tuesday, March 20, 2012

...........

i loved you, and you broke me. i believed you would save me, but you are the reason i died! the words that once made me feel like flying, now cut me like knives, i went through the abuse and pain and suffering, all for you, who didnt care, who watched me cry and said nothing, who left me full of lies and empty promises, who watched me lay broken and bleeding before you, and took advantage. i stare at the scars you left me with, the burns and cuts, hidden from view by nothing more than marker. left remembering the times that you said you would leave her for me, that you needed me. you make me sick! i was a child, i didnt know better! but you were older and you knew! you used me and now i can see that! how could i have been so stupid to believe you? i was never beautiful, you never loved me!! i meant nothing to you except that you could cheat on her without anybody telling on you! but what you dont know is, im stronger now and im over you! sick of getting hurt by you so im done!!!! BYE!!!!!

Thursday, March 1, 2012

for danny

he is dying, the last thing you want to hear
he drank so much his liver failed, even better right?
I’ve never been afraid of death, but I’m scared for him to die
my step mothers only father who was good to her,
now he is almost gone.
watching the one person I depend on the most, falling apart before my eyes.
Want to cry but I have to be strong, don’t want the kids to keep asking,
where is grandpa mommie?  Why is he in the hospital? Mommie why are you crying?
Can’t answer thier questions because they don’t need to hear the truth..... until we can’t hold it in.
Knowing that the moment we see him in his cascet we will all break down..............

Thursday, February 23, 2012

my showcase :)

well my posts are kinda off topic sometimez so yea............


1) my favorite 3 posts are
my perfect world, steve, and skylar story!!

2) my best example of creativity would have to be the story about my pet rock steve, it was really fun to make and it was a true story!

3) the one that shows the most growth is probably tink about it because it shows how i really feel and it reflects me a lot as a writer and at first i wasnt that good of a writer

4) the one that shows im a thinker is most likely beauty because of the emotion and thoughts i put into it

Thursday, February 16, 2012

new song begining! comment wat u think

hey so this is the start of my newest song so let me know wat u think!!!!!

got me up all nite tryin not 2 cry
got me broken, wondering y
dont know how somebody could b so cold
guess 4evr dnt mean nothing anymore
said u would nevr leave, but now your gone
got me singing the same old song
 chorus:"u cnt keep ur promises
said she was just a friend
but now she got u
thought i loved u boo"
got my friends worried, not quite sure wat to do
all they know is im hurt cuz of u
thought you would save me
but you just made me worse
cant even look at you now
thats how bad it hurts

Friday, February 10, 2012

steve

This story is about how I got my pet rock named Steve!!!!
well my best friend and I were sitting together on the bus one morning when we had the idea’ to get pet rocks! We thought they would be great pets because they can’t die, they can’t bark and keep you up all night and unlike a dog you can throw them at people and it hurts ( im sure if you got hit with a flying dog it would hurt but for some reason dogs will not let you throw them at people.) So we told our friend jirah to get us each a rock from his driveway the next morning. When he got on the bus he handed us each a rock hers was a dark blue color named bob and mine was a light blue named steve!!!!!!! I took steve everywhere with me, until I threw him at somebody and never saw him again :(

Wednesday, February 1, 2012

:)

If you know my little sister Aleah you know she is a total blonde, like the other day she asked me how to spell her own name!!!! She also has this weird bird named julz that she throws at me!!!!! I became scared of it because it bit me........ But she is also very sweet sometimes. When im upset she will try to talk to me about it.

But we arent always nice.....

We were like 9 and 7 when we first got our bunk beds and we loved them so much! I got top bunk and she got bottom but after a while she tried to steal the top bunk from me. so one day I was laying on my bed listing to music when I felt somebody jump on me. I freaked out and pushed them off of me and onto the floor but when i looked down my sister was laying there on the floor  looking up and laughing at me!!!!!!!! I heard my step mom yell “What was that”
“Nothing mommie “ I yelled back  She told me later that she wanted to scare me so she jumped on me!!!!! IT WORKED!!!!!!! :)

Tuesday, January 10, 2012

BACKROUND INFO: Skylar and I are close friends, that is why we did this lol!!!!!!! Um our science class is kinda boring :p so yea.........
   We were sitting in science class when somebody brought up finding nemo!!!(my favorite movie from when i was lil) so me and skylar started singin just keep swimming and sayin "ur my lil squishy........bad squishy.......BAD!!!!!!!!!!! the rest of the class was like what the world? and the good think is we didnt get in trouble!!!!<3<3<3<3:)